the four right chords can make me cry

on friday ivin passed me my 2002 christmas card. looks like im not the only one who forgets cards! but what he wrote, its very similar to what he would say to me today, makes me feel like i havent grown at all. i need to be more confident in myself, go easier on myself, understand my own identity.

im still grappling with so many issues within myself, i feel unqualified to help others deal with their own issues. and yet, thats what i do.

on another note, dominic is really the most annoying human being i know. but i want to not be so mean to him, its really really hard. one day i might just punch him in the face, i hope it never comes to that.

patience, becky-girl, patience. just gotta bite your lip and not say anything to him. but when i got a really good sarcastic funny one, its tough to hold back.

posted by beckyboo @ 11:23 PM